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I Choose To Live

***NOTE: This wiki is not against suicide, it just supports life.


"Even if you plan to kill yourself tomorrow, you still choose to live today."



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This is a wiki for all who choose to live. You don't have to be anti-death, or against anything that has to do with it(i.e. cutting, morbid crap, talk of death, even anticipating it). You just have to choose to live.
There are no obligations. Maybe you'll change your mind later. But, right now, life is worth living. And you're here for it.

So, if you're here right now at this moment, like you obviously are, you choose to live. If you didn't, you wouldn't be reading this right now, now would you?

You already know the rules, and probably can assume any others I haven't put up, so I won't bother.


Here are the Members:

(*Whispers* The word "members" is a link.)




***made by: [Incontinence Happens]




A PERFECT CIRCLE
"Gravity"


Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live


I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live


Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom


Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another
Needy hole please release me


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live





This's a page for all who engage in self-harm in various forms:
http://www.recoveryourlife.com





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2004-05-16 [Dwarf Ronin]: Nope, that won't work.

2004-05-16 [Lethargic Panda]: Lets explode things.

2004-05-16 [~*spawn*~]: bang!

2004-05-16 [Dwarf Ronin]: Boom.

2004-05-16 [Lethargic Panda]: Potato.

2004-05-16 [Lethargic Panda]: DAMMIT!

2004-05-16 [Incontinence Happens]: i see no water...

2004-05-17 [Lethargic Panda]: You wanted water? o.o

2004-05-17 [Dwarf Ronin]: What???

2004-05-17 [BarleySinger]: Haven't seen it. Won't until it is out on video (cheep rentals). It is an interesting take on the character from the Stoker Book, but there is really no resemblence. INstead of a superstitious old fart, he is a buff young warrior. It was (to me) another excuse for an action "vampire slayer" flick in an effort to "ride the fad". There have been a number of those. I would rather have had them make a movie of "The Dracula Tapes"....but there wasn't much action in that book. It is the Dracula story from his point of view and paints Dracula as a man who refused to die after a battle, and VanHelsing as a medical quack who nearly killed Lucy.

2004-05-17 [Dwarf Ronin]: Okay.....

2004-05-17 [Lethargic Panda]: What a lovely tale indeed!

2004-05-18 [Dwarf Ronin]: yes, a lovely tale.

2004-05-18 [Gwendylyyn]: Van Helsing was awesome.

2004-05-18 [Lethargic Panda]: Detailed. Okay. Well, I've still been getting a lot of both opinions. "It's awesome!" or "It's awful!"

2004-05-19 [Dwarf Ronin]: Yes, they both a great answers.

2004-05-19 [12 34 56 78 9]: I'm probably not going to see Van Helsing. From the first glimpse of the previews I knew it was probably going to be exactly what barleysinger is talking about. Or if not, it looks like a "league of extraordinary gentlemen" type movie or "jason vs. freddy" you know what I mean? I think that they are just giving up on making good movies... But... I have heard that Van Helsing has a decent plot. So, I'll probably watch it on video. 99 cent rentals, woo.

2004-05-19 [Dwarf Ronin]: Yep, I need to see him too.

2004-05-19 [Gwendylyyn]: Well, either way you should not judge watching it on what others think anyway for it will only cloud your judgement when you yourself watch it.

2004-05-19 [Lethargic Panda]: Stop trying to be a a yoda.

2004-05-19 [Lethargic Panda]: Stop trying to be a Yoda.

2004-05-20 [Gwendylyyn]: lmao. i actually was not thinking of yoda at all when i said that but okay.

2004-05-20 [Incontinence Happens]: *screams* AHHH!!!! THE GHOST OF YODA!!! EVERYONE RUN FOR YOUR LIVES! HE'S AFTER US!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-05-20 [12 34 56 78 9]: most of the time you can judge a movie by what others say. you just have to know who to ask. like my friends little brother saying 'daredevil' was good *shivers and shakes head* at least i didn't pay for the ticket... now everyone can trust me, I can see through the crap, and if you haven't watched 'The shawshank redemption' then you should. Probably one of the best movies. Morgon Freeman = God (and 'bruce almighty' proves it, heh.)

2004-05-20 [Dwarf Ronin]: Okay...

2004-05-20 [Incontinence Happens]: sorry bout the random outburst there. heh... o.O

2004-05-20 [Dwarf Ronin]: Okay......

2004-05-20 [Lethargic Panda]: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okie dokie. Hmmm. Imperfect likes prison movies? *nudge nudge* Someone got a secret? lol

2004-05-20 [Dwarf Ronin]: what do you mean imperfect like prison moives.

2004-05-20 [Lethargic Panda]: You asking about the initial statement of him liking prison movies...or the questioning of a secret?

2004-05-20 [Dwarf Ronin]: prison moives, I'm asking about that.

2004-05-20 [12 34 56 78 9]: I don't get it either. *looks blankly*

2004-05-20 [Dwarf Ronin]: *looks confussed* neither do I.

2004-05-20 [12 34 56 78 9]: *air flowing in one ear and out the other*

2004-05-20 [Dwarf Ronin]: *flies throught the air*

2004-05-20 [12 34 56 78 9]: mmm... sarcasm...

2004-05-20 [Dwarf Ronin]: *flies down and pokes you*

2004-05-20 [Lethargic Panda]: Nevermind for the not getters. ^.^

2004-05-20 [Dwarf Ronin]: Okay.

2004-05-22 [Black Adder]: ......................................................................................................................................................................................

2004-05-22 [Lethargic Panda]: ............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

2004-05-22 [Lethargic Panda]: You were outdone.

2004-05-23 [Incontinence Happens]: i will rule you all. .......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

2004-05-23 [Lethargic Panda]: I beat you?  lol

2004-05-23 [Incontinence Happens]: it wouldn't let me make it any longer. it was stupid.

2004-05-23 [12 34 56 78 9]: looks like a fun game, can I play? *takes deep breath* ................................. *passes out*

2004-05-23 [Lethargic Panda]: *laughs at Imperfect's lack of skill* *is cool*

2004-05-23 [Incontinence Happens]: yeah well, i beat him at least, so i figure i'm not doing too bad. *crosses arms triumophantly*

2004-05-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Yes you did. *gives you a muffin*

2004-05-23 [Gwendylyyn]:

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2004-05-23 [Lethargic Panda]: We were actually playing with html banned... *disqualified*

2004-05-23 [Gwendylyyn]: hehe..who says I am playing with you?

2004-05-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Well, if you weren't, then you're randomly playing alone near everyone else...yet the same game...in an attention getting manner?

2004-05-23 [Gwendylyyn]: *shakes her head* don't try logic on me right now. i don't really give shit...i just felt like doing it and since you guys had already started I did it here so no one would bitch but looks like someone did anyway...

2004-05-23 [Lethargic Panda]: You're just in a generally pissy mood, arn't you. lol

2004-05-23 [12 34 56 78 9]: sleep sucks... I'm staying up all night... sca-rew it...

2004-05-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Sleep does suck.

2004-05-23 [Gwendylyyn]: yes, i am in a generally pissy mood. problem with that? i'm gonna be that way for at least a couple more days so NEAH

2004-05-23 [12 34 56 78 9]: *still awake* mmm... oreos and pepsi...

2004-05-23 [12 34 56 78 9]: hey, the sun came out and I didn't even notice...

2004-05-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Sad.

2004-05-24 [Dwarf Ronin]: Hello there.

2004-05-27 [Lethargic Panda]: ::silence::

2004-05-27 [Incontinence Happens]: ???

2004-05-27 [Dwarf Ronin]: Okay...

2004-05-27 [12 34 56 78 9]: whoa, got all quiet here now. *stands back and watches in awe*

2004-05-27 [12 34 56 78 9]: nothing to talk about probably... hmm... howsabout them bears? *nods*

2004-05-27 [vampiredemon]: hello

2004-05-27 [Lethargic Panda]: There was a bear behind Mr. Nibbles way back...those were crazy times. *reminisces*

2004-05-28 [IndigoRose]: ????

2004-05-28 [IndigoRose]: I'll join but i'll have to come up with a number because all my favorite ones are taken....*sigh*

2004-05-28 [Lethargic Panda]: Okie dokie. I'll call you Smiff.

2004-05-28 [Lethargic Panda]: lol...I just realized...[vampiredemon] joined herself/himself way below the member list. *laughs at them*

2004-05-28 [Lethargic Panda]: Woohoo...third message in a row. I don't understand...but peoples decided to start repeating numbers as well. o.o Oh well.

2004-05-28 [12 34 56 78 9]: -you- started to repeat numbers.. yess.. *throws paulie shore movies at you* diie

2004-05-28 [12 34 56 78 9]: I'm just bummed nobody chose to be 1000 or 1 million, I mean come on..

2004-05-28 [vampiredemon]: ....

2004-05-28 [Lethargic Panda]: Yeah. People suck. lol. (To Mr. Nibbles) Aww; why'd you conform and move the members to a separate page? o.o

2004-05-29 [~*spawn*~]: ~eats some jam~

2004-05-29 [vampiredemon]: ....

2004-05-29 [Lethargic Panda]: Your lack of words grows tiring.

2004-05-29 [vampiredemon]: ya i know

2004-05-29 [Lethargic Panda]: Truly?

2004-05-30 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hello pplz...whats up

2004-05-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Nothing...sadly.

2004-05-30 [Kurus_Dreaon]: same here....so how are ya...might i join

2004-05-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Um, you're asking if you can join after you already joined yourself?

2004-05-30 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i just joined....but i thought id ask anyways....i was going to ask before i joined but i thought that id ask and make sure its alright...if it wasnt i would remove my name

2004-05-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Okay.

2004-05-30 [Kurus_Dreaon]: so whatcha been up to...anything interesting

2004-05-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Yes.

2004-05-30 [Kurus_Dreaon]: like what...if i might ask

2004-05-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Considering opening a wiki I've had for a while to the general public of elftown.

2004-05-30 [Kurus_Dreaon]: whats it about

2004-05-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Stuff.

2004-05-30 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ooook then....what kinda stuff...again if its alright to ask

2004-05-30 [Lethargic Panda]: It's not.

2004-05-30 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ok....ive got to go....almot bed time here ttyl

2004-05-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Ta.

2004-05-30 [Dwarf Ronin]: Hello.

2004-05-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Hi.

2004-05-30 [Dwarf Ronin]: How are you doing?

2004-05-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Okay I suppose. Yourself?

2004-05-30 [Dwarf Ronin]: Same with me.

2004-05-30 [Lethargic Panda]: What is up?

2004-05-30 [Dwarf Ronin]: Nothing up

2004-05-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Sad.

2004-05-30 [Dwarf Ronin]: Sad, why?

2004-05-30 [Lethargic Panda]: It's sad that nothing is up.

2004-05-30 [Dwarf Ronin]: Yep, really.

2004-05-30 [Lethargic Panda]: We could make things explode.

2004-05-30 [Dwarf Ronin]: Okay.

2004-05-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Yeah.

2004-05-30 [12 34 56 78 9]: What's your wiki about Lethargic?

2004-05-30 [12 34 56 78 9]: is it a surprise? is it the most wonderful thing and if we knew right now our heads would cave in from the excitement?

2004-05-30 [~*spawn*~]: ~eats some jam~

2004-05-30 [Kurus_Dreaon]: im back for what ever reason i cant think of

2004-05-30 [Dwarf Ronin]: Hello there.

2004-05-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Some people know about and are on the wiki already...just most aren't. Bwa ha ha ha. It's special.

2004-05-31 [vampiredemon]: hey

2004-05-31 [Dwarf Ronin]: Meh.

2004-05-31 [Lethargic Panda]: *floats*

2004-05-31 [12 34 56 78 9]: *floats higher*

2004-05-31 [~Second.String~]: *floats higher then both*

2004-05-31 [Lethargic Panda]: *shoots you two and continues floating*

2004-05-31 [12 34 56 78 9]: *catches bullet in teeth* yup, I'm ace ventura

2004-05-31 [Lethargic Panda]: *points out that I sent two bullets in your direction* *laughs at your bleeding bottom*

2004-05-31 [12 34 56 78 9]: *falls* stupid.. panda... *throws black paint on your white spots* ha..ha... now you're just a .. bear. *dies;comes back* haha.. *dies again*

2004-05-31 [Lethargic Panda]: *washes paint off* Well, that was lasting. *dances on your body*

2004-05-31 [12 34 56 78 9]: at least I died happy. but if I'm dead... then how am I...

2004-05-31 [~*spawn*~]: ~watches with mild interest and amusement~

2004-05-31 [vampiredemon]: *watches*

2004-05-31 [Lethargic Panda]: How annoying.

2004-05-31 [Dwarf Ronin]: I'm sorry, but I have to be going to this summer school in Arizona and they might not let me on this wiki's because they might think it is not right policy and such, so I have to not watch the house for two months, I hope you guys understand what I'm telling you now.

2004-05-31 [Kurus_Dreaon]: meh...undertstandable.....

2004-05-31 [Dwarf Ronin]: Sorry about this guys.

2004-05-31 [Kurus_Dreaon]: its alright....its not really your fault so i cant find any thing youve done worth an apologie....but thats me

2004-05-31 [Dwarf Ronin]: Thanx.

2004-05-31 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ur velcome :)

2004-05-31 [Dwarf Ronin]: Well, I don't know what I do without you guys.

2004-05-31 [Kurus_Dreaon]: live a normal almost happy life?

2004-05-31 [vampiredemon]: nuthing is normal

2004-05-31 [brandi_080786]: Does anyone mind if I join?

2004-05-31 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ive got to go....buh bye...ttyl

2004-05-31 [vampiredemon]: well im not the one to ask

2004-05-31 [brandi_080786]: okie

2004-05-31 [vampiredemon]: ^^

2004-05-31 [Incontinence Happens]: ...

2004-05-31 [vampiredemon]: oh hey

2004-05-31 [Incontinence Happens]: *waves* hi.

2004-05-31 [vampiredemon]: hey how is everybody

2004-05-31 [Incontinence Happens]: ...i'm not sure.

2004-05-31 [vampiredemon]: lol

2004-05-31 [Incontinence Happens]: they don't want to talk to me...

2004-05-31 [brandi_080786]: who doesn't?

2004-05-31 [Incontinence Happens]: i'm not sure. they aren't talking to me.

2004-05-31 [brandi_080786]: Who isn't? I'm confused now.

2004-05-31 [Incontinence Happens]: me too.

2004-05-31 [brandi_080786]: lol

2004-05-31 [Incontinence Happens]: yup. ^^

2004-05-31 [vampiredemon]: ya m2

2004-05-31 [Incontinence Happens]: so...

2004-05-31 [brandi_080786]: Yea whats up?

2004-05-31 [vampiredemon]: well nuthin

2004-05-31 [Incontinence Happens]: ....*looks up* ceiling... then a hell of a lot of rain, and some clouds.

2004-05-31 [vampiredemon]: lol

2004-05-31 [brandi_080786]: haha

2004-05-31 [Incontinence Happens]: yup. i think that's a nice description.

2004-05-31 [vampiredemon]: lol

2004-05-31 [Incontinence Happens]: hmmhmmhmm...

2004-05-31 [vampiredemon]: lol

2004-05-31 [Incontinence Happens]: uh... sandwiches?

2004-06-01 [vampiredemon]: lol

2004-06-01 [Incontinence Happens]: with cheese! yes, definetly with cheese.

2004-06-01 [vampiredemon]: haha

2004-06-01 [Incontinence Happens]: man i'm hungry now...

2004-06-01 [Lethargic Panda]: *shakes head with disappointment*

2004-06-01 [Dwarf Ronin]: Hello.

2004-06-01 [Lethargic Panda]: ...hi.

2004-06-01 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hey all

2004-06-01 [Lethargic Panda]: -.-

2004-06-01 [Kurus_Dreaon]: whats up

2004-06-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Nothing.

2004-06-01 [Kurus_Dreaon]: same here......nothing to do...but all is good

2004-06-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Okay. o.o

2004-06-01 [Kurus_Dreaon]: atleast in my mind....but i have an odd mind......so i cant be sure if it is a good day or just an ok day...

2004-06-01 [12 34 56 78 9]: What would we do without the almighty glowing power of computers?

2004-06-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Live around 20 years longer, and if not that, then get 20 more years worth of experiences out of our current lives. ^.^ Oh well.

2004-06-01 [12 34 56 78 9]: hey, we're almost breaking '1000' comments here. Lets do this *nods*

2004-06-01 [12 34 56 78 9]: who stole my puddin...

2004-06-01 [~*spawn*~]: ~gives imperfect nothing some jam~

2004-06-01 [vampiredemon]: lol

2004-06-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Not to attack...but [vampiredemon]...have you said anything besides the generic "lol,

2004-06-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Not to attack...but [vampiredemon]...have you said anything besides the generic "lol," "haha," and a form of "how is everyone?" ?

2004-06-01 [vampiredemon]: um well i dont know what to say ^^

2004-06-01 [Lethargic Panda]: The lack of substance gets tiresome. I'm not saying you have to have paragraphs every time you write...but you should say actual stuff now and then.

2004-06-01 [vampiredemon]: okay

2004-06-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Okay.

2004-06-02 [vampiredemon]: so ...wha ts going on

2004-06-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Nothing.

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